Well we had your memorial service on Sunday and I know you would be so proud. So many people who loved you. There were so many people affected by your passing. Your family loves you so very much. Mom and Dad seemed to get some comfort from all the love at that place. I hope you were smiling down on us all knowing finally how valued you were.As for me baby brother my heart is broken. I can't get over wondering if you really knew how much I love you and always have. I know I have to go on and be strong for mom and dad but deep down I just want to fall apart.